My god its been too long. Although, i must say my life has changed little..same job and so forth. Im getting tired of working third shift though, ive been doing it too freaking long..all i do is work and sleep. should i continue whining about how depressing it is to barely get by week by week? umm..maybe later.. theres been some sort of song or poem trying to bounce around in my skull lately..it doesnt have enough form to be anything yet..but one never knows..hmm the muse is starting to bounce the tennis ball on the walls..yeah the depression must be getting bad..ive been ignoring it so well, i dont know anything anymore. Brains...oozing..out my ear..landinging in a grey puddle on the floor..heh he. hmm?